Monday, July 28, 2014

Inaugural view of my twisted little mind

7/28/ 14

Yeah, OK. I've decided that a blog may be the creative outlet I need. Things are great, don't get me wrong, but I have this nagging feeling that something is missing. I think it's the fancy...I love to tell stories, share my opinions, and be creative. That's been lacking.

I have no desire to conform to the status quo. I am internally a rebel, through and through. I found me again. I am totally worth the time and effort. I may not be the most beautiful, the thinnest, I may say things that are inappropriate, or I may not talk at all...but inside, where it counts the most, my mind is whirling a million miles an hour. I have a slightly sarcastic sense of humor, but I make every attempt to take things in stride. This is who I am. I embrace everyone with a great deal of love and compassion. If I really care about you, I am there for you tenfold...good or bad. If you choose to be with me, be prepared for the ride of your life.

Enough on the praises of Angie -

I am an apartment owner, hear me roar! Scared? A little bit. Prepared for the newest challenge that life has to offer? Well, hell yes! I am looking forward to life on my own, feeling my way, and proving to myself that I can do this. Divorce - not so scary. I have needed/wanted to get out of my marriage for a while now. I won't go into life's gory little details, but suffice to say, I am better off. I know that there are things out there that are exciting, and people who care, and those who make me feel like I matter in this world. I say - bring it on. I want to experience those feelings that were swept under the rug. I want to live the passion that I know is in me. It feels like the very first time that I ever had the nerve to dance in public. I was TERRIFIED, but once I started, something in me that I wasn't even aware was there broke loose. I came alive. After that point, dance was a freeing experience. I still dance to this day, especially when I am needing to release very powerful emotions. Think Kevin Bacon without the coolness factor...lol. 

Same can be said about me and writing. Emotions inside have to come out, otherwise you explode internally (and this is NOT a good thing, trust me). So my audience, you will get to hear my highs and lows, and my soapbox stands on certain matters. I will try to share at least one post a week, unless I am feeling particularly sassy - then there could be more.

Until we meet again, my friends-

Angie

2 comments:

  1. I am so proud of you for getting out on your own and taking care of yourself! You deserve it! :)

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  2. Love it! Angie - you are a beautiful person inside & out! I look forward to seeing you find yourself & your self confidence (which has already grown!) YOU ARE WORTH IT!!!

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